Not today
1:42 PM |

It's disgusting outside today: two and a half inch high slush coating every surface while more slush rain falls as fast as hail, only it keeps going all day. It's grey. It's wet and I had to write an exam. I miss my man and couldn't shake the feeling that today I was supposed to stay in bed.

Nothing shakes me more than seeing school shootings on the 24-hour news network.I should have kept myself isolated from this, stayed in bed. I'm at work and I just want to put a duvet over my head and cry for those students, for all students, for me, for everyone who misses their love.

No carpe diem-ing today. Maybe when the sun's back.